I feel very much so like a woman, yet more and more like a monster, as the days go by i have to come to terms with the fact that i can’t turn back. i know that i just cant wish it away, oh boy i am scared..
names, faces. the most hurtful things i’ve experienced, i remember every single fucking detail and it kills me!
this dress makes me look fat, but its comfy x3
I’m taking it very hard and I haven’t even gone through with it yet, I’m afraid of where it might lead. I hope i’m strong enough to live with this decision. I feel so lost, at least I have someone by my side, although I wish he was a little more helpful. He’s hurting but I’m hurting too. This is the worst thing I’ve ever had to do. My anxiety and depression have hit me stronger than it ever has in a while, I’m trying not to feel alone
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muah!
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I have the best 4 20 weekend ever! we started out by going to Venice and the nicest lady let us park on her property for free, than of course we smoked some nice ganja on the beach, than i got my medical marijuana license and we went on our merry way to Hollywood, saw some weirdos and had ourselves a nice time. We finally got home around 3 and Trinity and Sam stayed the night at our place. The next morning we tried Salvia, crazy shit! I took a hit and once i exhaled, i started sinking and as everything outside got brighter, i felt like i was burning, like on fire!! and i started screaming and I looked at my friends face and they had comic book faces. I tried to focus more on the visuals but it was hard to focus because i was more concerned with the fact that I was dying haha xD and THAAAN we made our way to the clinic ( *wink wink ) and i felt like a kid in a candy store as they showed us around, i swear our eyes had to be physically twinkling. I got some top shelf weed, a mediated chocolate bar and had two shots of “Ganja Juice”…i also got a free joint and needless to say, i got waaaayyy too high, BUT i had a very very nice time my friends x3
